these days
i feel so empty
so full of emptiness
grown-up?
shit.
what´ll be next?
my way, my mistakes.
one mistake
still remember.
and after that?
next time i´ll be careful
shit.
still same mistakes
my memories
how can i destroy them?
drown
burn
get away from them
far
far and away
when will he comes?
once
again
no more
what will be next?
my future
i´m afraid
like being afraid of spiders
i want
nice life in watermelon sugar.
want to play
my imagination.
doesn´t matter
something.